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September 11, 2019

Ghost of Me

Ghost

I feel like a ghost 

Like I am dead but alive 

Reaching out to communicate with someone from another realm 

The old me died a long time ago 

And for awhile I thought I had life I was living 

But I was so wrong 

I’m drifting through another life 

In another realm 

I am a ghost of myself now 

There’s no going back 

No reversing of time 

No returning to who I once was

That person died years ago 

Now I drown my life in music

The only way I feel I can communicate my feelings 

But no one around me understands

Friends try to but I’m hidden away so deep 

They don’t know I exist 

They see the apparition of me 

My full body figure 

But the me they see is not the me that writes this 

The me they see is someone I’ve created to hide inside

I act invisible 

I am invisible

And I will stay that way for as long as life allows 

Til the ghost of me also disappears