5.

 August 13, 2019

Beginning to Hate You

Inwardly I'm beginning to hate you 

Outwardly, I hide it behind the mask you fail to see 

You say I have free will 

That I can do what I want and look how I want 

But I don't 

Your suggestive words stab at my already nonexistent self-esteem 

You guilt trip me into doing things I don't want to, into wearing things I don't want to wear 

And I hate it 

I hate it with such a passion it's moved toward hating you 

Your words 

Your actions 

Everything you say I'm beginning to hate