23.

 May 11, 2021

disappointment 

I'm a fucking disappointment 

I will amount to nothing in my life in the eyes of every single person 

There is nothing that I will ever do that will be enough 

Nothing I write 

Or do 

Or publish 

Or accomplish will amount to anything 

I am nothing but a disappointment 

Doctors see it 

My family see it 

I see it 

There is nothing left for me to do 

Accept be gone 

But even then ill be a disappointment 

I died to young 

She shouldn't have killed herself 

This is what mental health does to a person 

Even in death I'll be a disappointment 

Even in death ill amount to nothing